I know you cared for me. Thanks. But I really don't wish to rank up the past anymore.
There's heartaches. What can I do about it?
I know I can get it over " very " soon.
It takes time. It won't take a second, mintue, hour or day.
It takes month / months cause we've gone through a lot of things.
I know I don't know how to take care of myself very well. But at least I know what I should and shouldn't be doing.
Yes, I might be smoking a lot these few days. What can I do?
I can only release stress by smoking.

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

Soon to be? Stop all this shits cause I'm not into it either.
Good luck to your " soon to be " relationship with Marcus Toh.
Though we're through, we're still friends.
It's hard to let everything go in just a while which we have built up for the past months.
I will lead my life worthwhile.
Without you, is an matter for me now.

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For all the years that I've known you baby, I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold.
If there's a problem we should work it out.
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now?
Like you don't even wanna talk to me boy.
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan.
But why are you making this drag on so long?
I'm sick and tired of this silly games.
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame.
It's not me here who's been going round loving you?
That's when you turned and said to me, I don't care babe who's right or wrong. I just don't love you no more.
Outside my window is pouring down.
What's now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry.
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down.
Now it's too late to turn it around.
I'm sorry and you made me cry.
I guess this time it really is goodbye.
I know that I made a few mistakes.
But never thought that things would turn out this way.
Cause I'm missing something now that you're gone.
Giving me reasons but as you look away, I can see a tear roll down your face.
That's when you turned and said to me, I don't care babe who's right or wrong, I just don't love you no more.
You made it clear when you said, I just don't love you no more.

When the day we pledged to be together, we wished to last as long as possible. You become an important part of me since 180109, 1957. I realised without you, I really can't survive. Just one sentence from you, you made me cried like an cry baby. You left me drowning in the river and you're swimming ashore. You might think I'm strong but I'm totally not. Thanks for treating me like an princess for the past months. You once told me, when I'm down, you're also down. When I'm happy, you're also happy. Do you still remember the first and second attempt that I cooked for you? Though it tasted badly. When I looked at you, I don't feel that you're the one that I've known. You became an stranger to me. I salvaging this relationship back no matter how hard it is. Cause I've never gone through so much pain before. You're the one whom made me understand what's love is all about. No matter how long you need to think, I'll still love you as always. It can't be changed cause it's the fact. I'm praying to god that you'll give me one last chance to repent everything for what I've done in the past. Ily, M.T.W.M♥

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Listen baby, I wonder why we fall apart.
Every single day I pray, that really things should'nt never be this way.
I'm only trying to be a better girl.
Why then do you see all the negative things in me?
Cause all I ever do is try to be, all that I can be.
Boy, do you know you're hurting me by saying all those things that you said to me?
As I lie at night I'm imagining things, how it used to be.
What am I suppose to do with this broken heart?
Everyone asked me whether that you and me are over, but I know were meant to be together for eternity.
Was it untrue what we promised each other?
Baby my heart keeps telling me that it should'nt be this way forever.
Boy I truely love, to be around you.
And baby I'll give you anything you want me to, cause I know this might be hard for you.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before. Now I'm missing you. And I'm wishing that you would come back through my door. Why did you have to go? You could have let me know, so now I'm all alone. Boy you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance with you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand. And all my tears they keep running down my face. Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside. This is not how you wanted to be. So boy, I will for you. Cause I don't know what else I can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time if it takes the rest of my life. Boy, I will wait for you if you think I'm fine. It just aren't true. I really need you in my life, no matter what I have to do. I'll wait for you. It's been a long time since you called me, have you forgotten about me? You got me feeling crazy, how can you walk away. Everything stays the same. I just can't do it boy. What will it take to make you come back? Boy, I told you what it is and it just aren't like that. Why can't you look at me cause you're still in love with me. Don't leave me crying. Boy, why can't we start all over again? Get it back to the way it was. If you give me a chance, I can love and treat you well which is not like the past. But you're telling me it won't be enough. So boy, I will wait for you cause I don't know how what else I can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time even if it takes the rest of my life.

Can you really forget the memories?
Do you really and totally have no more feelings for me?

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Stop trying my patients. Everyone has their own limits.
And you're getting on my nerves.
Stop playing games with me.

If I had to live my life without you near me, the days would all be empty. The nights would seem so long.
With you, I see forever oh so clearly.
I might have been in love before. But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know they'll take us where to where we want to go to.
Hold me now. I don't want to live without you.
You ought to know by now how much I love you.
One thing you can be sure of is that, I'll never ask for more than your love.
The world may change my whole life through.
But there's still nothing gonna change my love for you.
If the road ahead is not easy. My love will lead the way for us like a guiding star.
I'll be there for you if you need me.
You don't have to change a thing. I love you just the way you are.
Come with me and share the view. I'll help you see forever.

Just a smile and the rain is gone. Can hardly believe it.
There's an angel standing next to me, reaching for my heart.
Just a smile and there's no way back.
I know, that I'll be okay now. This time is not for real.
I lay my love on you, it's all I wanna do.
Every time I breath, I feel brand new.
You open up my heart, show me all your love and walk right through.
I was lost in a lonely place.
Holding on to yesterday
I never knew that loving you could feel so good.

Sorry, I know it's my fault for giving you attitude. I never know I changed so tremendously.
It's been hard for you to tolerate my attitude. I promise you I will change for a better.
I realised I didn't cherish you for the past 3months 2days.
Now I realised, you played an important part in my life. You're one in a million.
You said you don't have any feelings towards me already. Is it true?
I really want to know the truth. Please tell me, please.
Please come back to me. I love you, I mean it.

Do you still remember what you've promised me?
Not to break my heart when my birthday is approaching.
Can you really put everything down?

Keeping a relationship alive is not easy. I love you still.

It keeps calling daddy, daddy. Can you hear it?
She misses you so much.

We were both young when I first saw you.
I closed my eyes and the flashback stars to appear.
I'm standing here right on a balcony in a summer air.
See the lights as how the party goes by. The ball gowns and everything.
I see you make your way through the crowd.
And say hello, a little did I know.
There you were throwing pebbles and I was crying away on the staircase.
Begging you, please don't go.
Take me to somewhere we can be alone.
I sneaked out to the garden to see you.
We kept quiet because we're dead if they know.
So close your eyes and escape from this town for a little while.
You saved me and they tried telling me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you is fading when I met you on the outskirts of town.