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D e s t i n e d t o b e t o g e t h e r

-/ Who you are is who I wanna be with



Friday, April 24, 2009

When the day we pledged to be together, we wished to last as long as possible. You become an important part of me since 180109, 1957. I realised without you, I really can't survive. Just one sentence from you, you made me cried like an cry baby. You left me drowning in the river and you're swimming ashore. You might think I'm strong but I'm totally not. Thanks for treating me like an princess for the past months. You once told me, when I'm down, you're also down. When I'm happy, you're also happy. Do you still remember the first and second attempt that I cooked for you? Though it tasted badly. When I looked at you, I don't feel that you're the one that I've known. You became an stranger to me. I salvaging this relationship back no matter how hard it is. Cause I've never gone through so much pain before. You're the one whom made me understand what's love is all about. No matter how long you need to think, I'll still love you as always. It can't be changed cause it's the fact. I'm praying to god that you'll give me one last chance to repent everything for what I've done in the past. Ily, M.T.W.M

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Listen baby, I wonder why we fall apart.

Every single day I pray, that really things should'nt never be this way.
I'm only trying to be a better girl.
Why then do you see all the negative things in me?
Cause all I ever do is try to be, all that I can be.
Boy, do you know you're hurting me by saying all those things that you said to me?
As I lie at night I'm imagining things, how it used to be.
What am I suppose to do with this broken heart?
Everyone asked me whether that you and me are over, but I know were meant to be together for eternity.
Was it untrue what we promised each other?
Baby my heart keeps telling me that it should'nt be this way forever.
Boy I truely love, to be around you.
And baby I'll give you anything you want me to, cause I know this might be hard for you.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before. Now I'm missing you. And I'm wishing that you would come back through my door. Why did you have to go? You could have let me know, so now I'm all alone. Boy you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance with you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand. And all my tears they keep running down my face. Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside. This is not how you wanted to be. So boy, I will for you. Cause I don't know what else I can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time if it takes the rest of my life. Boy, I will wait for you if you think I'm fine. It just aren't true. I really need you in my life, no matter what I have to do. I'll wait for you. It's been a long time since you called me, have you forgotten about me? You got me feeling crazy, how can you walk away. Everything stays the same. I just can't do it boy. What will it take to make you come back? Boy, I told you what it is and it just aren't like that. Why can't you look at me cause you're still in love with me. Don't leave me crying. Boy, why can't we start all over again? Get it back to the way it was. If you give me a chance, I can love and treat you well which is not like the past. But you're telling me it won't be enough. So boy, I will wait for you cause I don't know how what else I can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time even if it takes the rest of my life.

I didn't know what to say, I still want him back. But I know he's already taken up and he'd no wish to go back to the past. The past which was once so sweet and tough. I didn't expect I'd cry to you happy. I didn't expect I'll be feeling this way. I'm living in a lost life. Every time I wake up, I had to ask myself who I am. Pathetic is the only word for me. Looking back at those photos, it only reminds me of tears. But sometimes I can't help but to look at them. I know it's like letting him down but I'm really sorry. Just take a knife and stab me in the heart. I'll be grateful to you.

Love is so very special. Yet, you can make me feel so lost. It can arrive just like that springtime and melt away like morning frost. You must find ways to nurture. Always grow your love and care. I took the love for granted that we both shared. Mistakes are bound to happen. I may hurt your heart, yet I don't give up so easily. It will tear your love apart. Love resembles a bright flame that lights a dark starry night. Never ever let this flame burn down and rekindle with all your might. Take a moment everyday, look deep into each other's eyes. Never hesitate to show affection. Small gestures will keep a love alive. Talk openly about your feelings. Tale time to show that you care. Treasure each and every moment because true love is rare.

After some time I've finally made up my mind. He is the guy and I really want to make him mine. I'm searching everywhere to find him again to tell him I love him. And I'm sorry about the things I've done.

Your Truly; Jocose Joanne.C

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JOANNE
Please don't mistook me as your mother, I'm just 18 years old. Prolly you're older than me and I'm being more to sentimental and emotional. You got no right to discriminate me 'cause you aren't better. No one is perfect in this world :]

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Don't mistake love for lust. Be ourselves for this moment in time; hearts on our sleeves and vulnerable to bleed. But there's really nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.



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