The photo above speaks it all.


I've got the courage to tell him how much I love and wanted him. But why I don't have the courage to do other things that I wanted to do so badly?

X, you know it's impossible. Why waste your time & effort on me? From the day I vowed to god and K, I will keep my promises. It's really meaningless waiting. I don't wish to hurt you further or in the future. I'm not as good as you thought. There's really too much of girls for you to grab. But why is it me? All I say now is just, forget me and get someone better. I'm not being heartless over here. I think we really remain as friends is a better choice for us/everyone. Sorry. You should know how much I like/love K. The feeling for K ain't as easy as ABC or 3-1=2.

I really don't wish to hurt someone whom is close and good towards me. I really can't predict for my future. I will follow my heart when I got the answer. Yes, I admit I still like him. So what? It doesn't matters anymore cause we know we're impossible. I know you're better than him. But you can't possibly ask me to go with you when my heart is not with you right? Sorry if I hurt you badly. It's the fact that I like him which cannot be changed or undone. I will tell you the answer when the time is ripe [:

There's a better guy out there. Why do I still insist on clinging onto it? It's worthless isn't it? Now, I will love the person who treats me right and forget about the ones who don't.

This girl above will be forever part of me. Whenever I needs her, she will be there for me. But when she needed me most, I flared my attitude at her just 'cause she's being so flickered minded between two men. I don't know how to describe the feelings between us. Ever since the tiff, I realized our bond is much more stronger than the past years. Now you're being granted to be with Noris. Last long with him and don't be such a flickered minded woman anymore. Whenever there's outings, I don't get to see you there. Whenever you're not working, please leave some time for us, girls for some catch ups aite? ♥♥♥

This girl above I don't know where she gone to. She said she will meet me, us up. Till now I got no news from her. I miss the time when we went jogging around Seagate and munching on the watermelon outside your house. There's a lot to catch up with you. Faster text me, us aite? ♥♥♥

I miss this whole bunch of monkeys & teachers. We, this bunch of monkeys have been together for four years and we've gone thru ups and downs together. We overcome the fears that we had and we made it thru too. Although we might not be the best class but at least we made our teachers proud during our National Examinations. These three teachers are always part of us. If they didn't gave us the motivation to study, we won't be able to go until so far by now. ♥♥

Everything is planned properly and now whose the one canceling the outing? Whose the one fussy over it? Whose the one who keep changing the locations? Let me tell you, you're fucking getting on my nerve and fucking pissed me off.