I'll be flying off in a month's time. Days without K really kills me. But still, I need to get use to it. K, it's really you who matters now. I will always remember how you asked me to go home that particular night. Just remember the good times and not the bad. I'm just so contented by you, K. I can't say you're one in a million or billion. You're just a special and unique guy that I've ever met. A feeling indescribable in me. No one can make me feel inferior when I feel. Let my love be the misty rain, comes softly but flooding in the river. Faith make things possible, come slowly. Success comes in can, not can't. K, you're not even giving yourself a chance and you asked me to give him one? Utterly disappointed in you, K. But I still love you as ever :x

I should have controlled myself from drinking so much during yesterday mid. I couldn't believe myself that I did such an atrocious thing when I'm drunk. Felt so guilty. Promised K that I will control the next time round. Or I should say, no more next time round? Yeah, perhaps.